I'm Sorry. Forgive me for not being Attentive Enough...

I'm sorry my friend for not being a good friend to you..the Happy face that you have always showed me and your bubbly personality makes me take things for granted for not noticing things..the sad eyes that I've caught sometimes when you are unaware but when I asked is everything Ok?? You will nonchalantly brush it off by saying nothing is wrong and that everything is fine..without knowing that you are screaming for help for someone who can understand and listen to your inner voice..that you are not fine and everything is not alright as it may seen.

Forgive me my friend for not been there for u during your darkest hour...the tiny little hint that you have posted in instagram asking for a hug no advice..motivating words doesn't make me realize that you are fighting and struggling to stay strong...and then it's already too late..I'm sorry for your loss..Inna Lillahi wa inna ilaihi raji'un (“We surely belong to Allah and to Him we shall return”)..Allah loves him and he's in a better place..

I'm sorry my friend for not been Attentive enough...

Forgive me for being such a lousy friend..

I'm so so sorry...

Please Forgive me.. 

17 February 2019